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Alternative Saturday, February 16, 2008

10:46 AM

What'ssup Everyone... It has been quite someday since i post Blog. Quite busy with school, friends, dota, shopping and other stuff... Even tho there's no exam for me in this year, but still got some project need to rush! Luckily i manage to make it in time =)

Today really.... TIRED! My secondary school classmate today came to my house.. pai nian with my mum, and after that we went to fareast shop shop =) but guess wad, my choker spoil AW FCK! Waste my money again dammmmeeeee..... Anyway after my dinner with casper, i straight head toward city hall and meet my ite classmate dennis and his gang lol.

We decided to go geylang *dun misunderstand* go there eat DURIANS! DAME NICE!!!!!!!! Miss the ~_~ taste lol. This can courted as my 1st time being to geylang.. Den 1 of my nerd friend who stay there and his name is marven, he guard us where to go hahaha... Kinda funny also, friends keep disturbing him saying wad this is his hometown lol.

GOD! SO MESSY! I really blur where to walk ~_~ alot coffee shop, KTV, small path, mama shop and hotel zzzz Really confusing... We walking and see-ing stuff that i have nv see b4, so many prostitude and i felt disgusting seriously! Den the funny part is, cos some angmo was there and they are couples with 2 childrens -_-'' so we was following them hahaha! SAFTY REASON! After travelling there it was around 11pm and my friend all were resting outside Ajuni MRT, den we go home lei... Today is my 1st time being in geylang and i gain some experience for going to there, every type of people and shyt also have down there *its a dangerous place to go* No joke. Juz warning for young girls =) Anyway, right now is..... GOSH 2.58am!!!!!! K time to sleep. CYA ALL!

PS: Maybe i should drink 1 yakult b4 sleeping ;D night everyone *peace*

TRICKY's

Hard for me to.... Saturday, February 9, 2008

9:47 AM

Hi pips! :)
Today really is a enjoyable day for me... Afternoon went to JunHao house pai nian with fish, casper and zhen hao.

Boring afternoon... We went to marina shopping and eating our lunch, den awhile later kitkat come meet us at there. Shop till reall sian ~_~ so we decide to go ClarkQ slack~
Waaaa from 4pm+ slack till almost 8pm LOL! Haisss life is lidat... So boring, chia chat with friend a while and time pass so fast~ After our dinner we went back home straight...

Hais so tiring... Reach home get fcking flu DAMMIT! Den i guess i got abit fever... Cannot take it T T

P;S:
Today whole day i really emotional... i telling myself what happen... *SIGHH* friend cheering me up but still.... Even tho my expression is ok but somehow, my heartaching... Feel like closing my eyes and nv wanna open again... What a badluck, now having fever and flu... How i wish all this can stop, and continue my normal life... Now den i found out that... Its hard for me... to forget her.

TRICKY's

Learn to let go... Friday, February 8, 2008

5:23 PM

Hello all... ENjoy ur holiday? And shd be alot ang pao bah :)
Yesterday whole day staying at home doing nth.... But den morning my grandpa came and he give us ang pao but guess wad? $50!!! WEEE =) That's y i love my grandpa lot!

Today i eat very very little... Duno why, mei you wei kou... Morning eat chicken rice den lunch and dinner nv eat lei... Afternoon really sian till duno how to describe, den luckily china mei on9 and we 2 was chatting... While chatting with her, here im listening music but still abit sian :/

Evening my ahyee and her BF come my hse den they eat dinner, but i nv eat and i was using computer searching for song...

Suddenly... I accidentaly in Imeem, open the song Tears... i duno why... But my heart really suddenly... v pain... i feel abit cold and i was like... keep on starring at the screen in that moment... i start asking myself wad happen, but there's no answer... suddenly something come to my mind... Its her... Her expression, attitude, the way she talk and her voice, suddenly come to my mind... I can't stop thinking about it, i telling myself u MUST let go... U must... Since she ask me to do so... And here im trying... But somehow i really duno wad im doing, its so confusing.
I duno weather now i hating her.. or loving her... But i know myself for sure, i still care her alot... Maybe she won't know, but den its hard to express myself toward her now, cos i know its too late to do so...

TRICKY
hand to hand... expression to expression... holding each other hand... that's wad happiness.

This Blog meaningless without her... Thursday, February 7, 2008

11:07 AM

Happy Chinese New Year all =)
Hmmm today really busy and tiring...

Pass few days there some private problem with me and xanthe... Nvm dun tok abt it.
Anyway... Hope all of you will get alot alot ang bao yeah!

Today went to my aunty house pai nian... Lol i wear the shirt that i design myself ;D so COOL! And alot ppl were asking about my hair and my shirt haha... Den some asking me about my gf... Lol really dunno how to reply =/ *CHEER*

Mummy ytd tok to me from 11pm all the way till 2am... We talk alot of thing and we bring out alot things out to talk too... While... i will just let things pass and go natural... I really tired of controlling and putting effort lei.. Really tired.... Hais... I still confusing wad to do now... Should i or should'nt... Must i or must not... Can i or Cannot... Really in a Chrono World right now... Duno wad to do... Bleh k lets stop it, back to chinese new year.

This year ang bao i get nt really alot... i guess not even $300 T T sad... This saturday i also going to 1 secondary school EX-Classmate house... Not only me but some of my friend going too haha.. Happy to see them again =) Miss my secondary school kiddo! Tmr going to Mog house.. Hope there will be some ang pao go inside to my pocket =) Yawnn... Good Night Everyone! TakeCare!

P;S:
I can't believe u bare to let go this relationship so easily.... I accept your decision without any regret since u decided... Even tho my heart now is half dead, but i still.......... just have to let go... I won't regret everything or every effort i put in last time... Reason to urself is not an excuse and i won't listen to those reason... How i hope, this blog will still continue be 1 part of my life... And not meaningless....

TRICKY's

Waiting... Waiting... Waiting.... Tuesday, February 5, 2008

4:18 AM

Once again... Today whole day in class waiting for my baby to sms me... Since morning i have been waiting... Maybe she sleeping bah since she having fever... I worried of her like hell... No reply my message make me more worried...

Waiting and Waiting... Make me feel sad, but i still must wait no matter what. Hope she can recover soon... Really.. hope...

Baby;
Please.... Please recover fast =( i really useless... Can't do anything... I really want to go find u but somehow cant contact baby... Tmr i finish sch at 12pm, hope can see you on that day... So i wish i can go ur hse visit you... i really v worried.... How i wish the person who sick was me... Hais...

TRICKY =(

Worried of you Crazily.... Baby =( Monday, February 4, 2008

5:47 AM

Hmmmmm not in a right mood. Today really kinda moody, alot things running in my mind now.

Since today morning... AFter i sms baby, and i waited almost whole day for her reply... I was guessing she sleeping or in school... But still.... No reply, make me worried like hell...

7pm+ she FINALLY reply me... And she was sick ; right now i very worry... Today i finish sch early and i wanted to go find her =( but i duno she at home or outside and i was waiting her reply, but too bad she didn't reply my message till night time *HAIS* why everytime when she sick or sad, i'm not by her side... I really feel that this type of Boyfriend really useless and stupid and dumb @#$%^ RETARDED NOOB!

Baby;
Baby... Please recover asap =( i really very sad... i can't endure when you never sms me, call me or msn me... Or even not even see you... Please takecare yourself when i'm not with you, this wednesday i will ponteng and go find you, i hope in wednesday is fetch you in school and not going your house =(< i can stand there let u whack, nag or scold... i just wish you faster recover... I wanna hug you badly really really really.... i wan to see my baby active again, the way you nag at me always, the way u box my arm, the way you hug me from back, the way u pinch me and the way u kiss me... I'm here praying hard to see you active again... I'm sorry for not company you when your fever... But my heart always with you baby =(

May the God Bless Baby... Please...
TRICKY's (tears)

Mohawk RevoLution! Friday, February 1, 2008

8:07 AM

Hi sup all...! This few days really crazy and busy for me... Sch and stuff was on and really has no time for blogging =)

Oh ya today is... Stylo Friday! WHY!?
Today after sch... my lesson finish 30min earlier.. Was around 11.58am end lesson, den i was sms-ing baby in class cos today i going out with my classmate, xiang, jerald and marven... Den she told me that tmr she might go out with her AiDe zolyn... So she ask me weather today she can folo me go out with them or not... So i ask my frenz and they say anything, anyway i miss her =) so for me is comfirm alright.

1.05pm reach home, bath and etc... While i only got $30 and mummy ask me to wait her at home cos she wan pass me money buy chinese new year T-Shirt (i only bought 1 set that time and now buying other set for 2nd day chinese new year) after she pass me the money i rush to Douby Ghaut meeting baby!!!! HEHE!

Weeee baby de hair so nice ;D and she dress like toy fashion style haha *Nightmare b4 Xmas* While... We den went to Somerset, and we was waiting for marven, jerald and his gf and xiang... HELL we waited for like 20-25min! Jerald and his gf came 1st, den xiang meet us at 1 shopping center and marven go that shopping center meet me and jerald. Den we go eat our lunch ;D alot joke in it haha... Baby de eyes abit red cos SHE WEAR LENSE GO BATH! Arrrrggg!!! After that we went to fareast shopping and cut hair... Xiang cut Mohawk and his side shave 1 ART :x so call ART la... >> hahaha... Me also cut and shave -/= (MOHAWK FOR LIFE) !!!! :D Baby jealous of my hair haha cos she also wanna cut BLEH! SHE CUTE LA!!! ;D

Anyway its fun and enjoyable but den i also feed bad cos baby was waiting for me ~_~ and i believe we take quite long *Sry baobei* :( after our hair cut we went to buy my chinese new year T-shirt, it cos $49! SO EX!!!! After that we went to cuppage play Pool and Lan :D Xiang and Jerald JOKE SIA! Me, marven and jerald GF was watching they 2 play.. Freaking funny haha. It so fun! After that jerald and his GF went off lei den me, xiang and marven went to play dota with xiang frenz 3v3... Baby sitting beside me play (this is her 1st time watching me play dota) gonna show her my PRONESS xD Faceless Void OWN! *We won* =)

Finish our game... Me, marven and Baby went home lei... Same rules same road... From cuppage walk till Douby Ghaut MRT and go home =) Baby today looks happy but on other hand also tired, folo me almost whole day after sch//

Baby;
Hope today ur v happy even tho it's with my crazy friends :D And the shirt you bought really nice, nth to regret about really =) Baby how is your eyes...? I hope after u sleep tmr u wake up, ur eyes ok lei... Really so awwwww =( *Kiss ur lips* Muah! K ahhh... i going to sleep lei... GoodNight baby :D iloveyou!!!

TRICKY's
MOHAWK OWNS!