Age: 17
Birth: 27 Nov 1990
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XANTHE's Blog
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Feat ; Tears
Artist ; X-Japan
Hello all... ENjoy ur holiday? And shd be alot ang pao bah :)
Yesterday whole day staying at home doing nth.... But den morning my grandpa came and he give us ang pao but guess wad? $50!!! WEEE =) That's y i love my grandpa lot!
Today i eat very very little... Duno why, mei you wei kou... Morning eat chicken rice den lunch and dinner nv eat lei... Afternoon really sian till duno how to describe, den luckily china mei on9 and we 2 was chatting... While chatting with her, here im listening music but still abit sian :/
Evening my ahyee and her BF come my hse den they eat dinner, but i nv eat and i was using computer searching for song...
Suddenly... I accidentaly in Imeem, open the song Tears... i duno why... But my heart really suddenly... v pain... i feel abit cold and i was like... keep on starring at the screen in that moment... i start asking myself wad happen, but there's no answer... suddenly something come to my mind... Its her... Her expression, attitude, the way she talk and her voice, suddenly come to my mind... I can't stop thinking about it, i telling myself u MUST let go... U must... Since she ask me to do so... And here im trying... But somehow i really duno wad im doing, its so confusing.
I duno weather now i hating her.. or loving her... But i know myself for sure, i still care her alot... Maybe she won't know, but den its hard to express myself toward her now, cos i know its too late to do so...
TRICKY
hand to hand... expression to expression... holding each other hand... that's wad happiness.